You gave me my first glimpse of a real life, and at the same moment you asked me to go on with a sham one. It's beyond human enduring-that's all." "Oh, don't say that; when I'm enduring it!" She burst out, her eyes filling.
“在这个一切都会耗尽和消失的世界里，同美相比，有一样东西会倒塌、毁坏得更彻底，同时又留下更少的痕迹，那就是悲伤。”
唯一真实的乐园是失去的乐园”、“幸福的岁月是失去的岁月”。
Sunday, July 28, 2013
Wednesday, July 3, 2013
The true life is absent.We are not in the world.
The true life is absent.We are not in the world.
“我发现用对的方式活下去才是真正有价值的人生，人生中重要的不是金钱、名誉或权力，那些只不过是一瞬间就会失去的海市蜃楼”。朴槿惠
“我发现用对的方式活下去才是真正有价值的人生，人生中重要的不是金钱、名誉或权力，那些只不过是一瞬间就会失去的海市蜃楼”。朴槿惠
Wednesday, January 23, 2013
Friday, January 18, 2013
No Title 2
January 18th, 2013
Dr.Fu emailed me she will visit Uchicago sometime later this year as a visiting professor. I hope to help her our at that time, we are close friends for many many years, when I was in hot water, she is always so generous and always willing to give me a hand.
I wonder why didn't I miss QP at all, I guess I didn't like her from my deep heart, but even my self could not give me a reason why should I gave the precious present? Am I mad that day? I think I just want remove her from my life, that's the reason I deactivated my Facebook, I need sometime all alone, everybody need sometime all alone.
I lend my Les Miserables to YF, but I really can't understand she even didn't mention anything when she saw me the next day, it took juts two hours to finish the DCs, I have no idea how long she want to keep it, everything you lend to her, she took it for granted, I guess, give her a couple of days, and then suggest her to import the CDs to her itunes, I guess. It's my precious, take almost half a month for ordering. I don't know why she was in that night we were hanging out? Who invited her?
AnHui Chicago
Dr.Fu emailed me she will visit Uchicago sometime later this year as a visiting professor. I hope to help her our at that time, we are close friends for many many years, when I was in hot water, she is always so generous and always willing to give me a hand.
I wonder why didn't I miss QP at all, I guess I didn't like her from my deep heart, but even my self could not give me a reason why should I gave the precious present? Am I mad that day? I think I just want remove her from my life, that's the reason I deactivated my Facebook, I need sometime all alone, everybody need sometime all alone.
I lend my Les Miserables to YF, but I really can't understand she even didn't mention anything when she saw me the next day, it took juts two hours to finish the DCs, I have no idea how long she want to keep it, everything you lend to her, she took it for granted, I guess, give her a couple of days, and then suggest her to import the CDs to her itunes, I guess. It's my precious, take almost half a month for ordering. I don't know why she was in that night we were hanging out? Who invited her?
AnHui Chicago
Thursday, January 17, 2013
No Title
January 17th, 2013
The first blog in English.
Last night went to Insight Studio Chicago to have my ear pierced, thank you Gator and Daniela, thanks for your kind company.
When Gator ask me which ear I'd like to pierce, I answered without any hesitation, " the right one",
" No!!!" Gator shouted at me, " it indicates you are a GAY if you have your right ear pierced"!!!
Funny, right?
It took just ten minutes, and it doesn't hurt at all, the guy who's taking care of my ear is smart, although I don't like his huge hook earrings at all. He has a beautiful tattoo on his arms, a Japanese figure which he told me is from a famous book I supposed to be "源氏物语", but I am not very sure.
The funny thing is he has a lot of knowledge about Chemistry and Biochemistry, Breast Cancer, so we've had a very good conversation, maybe that's the reason I didn't feel any pain during the piercing.
Afterwards, we went to Piece for dinner, the Pizza is super delicious, I almost order one to take out. But they told me it's not good if it get cold and reheated.
I almost forget the pain in my heart, I regret how could I have the impulse to gave her the precious gift, I'm so sorry, I think I lost this friend forever. And the AnHui who can take care of her and her cat has gone, the cat which I can take care of has also gone.
The heart is a lonely hunter, it will never stop hunting, sometimes it pause for an heart, then it will move on, until it finds an heat they can talk to each other, they can understand each other, they are not alone any more. Sometime I think every person is just like a star in the sky, each one has it's own orbit, when some one try to come close to another one, especially when you gave some precious gift to her, her orbit will change, maybe she will kick your ass, " get out of here" because she want fly freely, I guess. Then this poor little star gave her a smile(pretend to be smiling), maybe burst into tears, and then left, wishing the best wishes to her, just left, and they will never meet again.
Year two thousand Thirteen is awesome, right? I have my new Yamaha digital piano, I got new CDs of Les Miserables 10th anniversary concert, I have my ear pierced!!! I think my mom will kill me if she know I did it!!!
I need find a new badminton partner I Guess, but not QP, NOT QP any more. I just want to remove every single piece of memory about the two weeks we had practice together, that's might be the only thing I can do for you and for me.
AnHui, Chicago, 17th 2013 2:41am
The first blog in English.
Last night went to Insight Studio Chicago to have my ear pierced, thank you Gator and Daniela, thanks for your kind company.
When Gator ask me which ear I'd like to pierce, I answered without any hesitation, " the right one",
" No!!!" Gator shouted at me, " it indicates you are a GAY if you have your right ear pierced"!!!
Funny, right?
It took just ten minutes, and it doesn't hurt at all, the guy who's taking care of my ear is smart, although I don't like his huge hook earrings at all. He has a beautiful tattoo on his arms, a Japanese figure which he told me is from a famous book I supposed to be "源氏物语", but I am not very sure.
The funny thing is he has a lot of knowledge about Chemistry and Biochemistry, Breast Cancer, so we've had a very good conversation, maybe that's the reason I didn't feel any pain during the piercing.
Afterwards, we went to Piece for dinner, the Pizza is super delicious, I almost order one to take out. But they told me it's not good if it get cold and reheated.
I almost forget the pain in my heart, I regret how could I have the impulse to gave her the precious gift, I'm so sorry, I think I lost this friend forever. And the AnHui who can take care of her and her cat has gone, the cat which I can take care of has also gone.
The heart is a lonely hunter, it will never stop hunting, sometimes it pause for an heart, then it will move on, until it finds an heat they can talk to each other, they can understand each other, they are not alone any more. Sometime I think every person is just like a star in the sky, each one has it's own orbit, when some one try to come close to another one, especially when you gave some precious gift to her, her orbit will change, maybe she will kick your ass, " get out of here" because she want fly freely, I guess. Then this poor little star gave her a smile(pretend to be smiling), maybe burst into tears, and then left, wishing the best wishes to her, just left, and they will never meet again.
Year two thousand Thirteen is awesome, right? I have my new Yamaha digital piano, I got new CDs of Les Miserables 10th anniversary concert, I have my ear pierced!!! I think my mom will kill me if she know I did it!!!
I need find a new badminton partner I Guess, but not QP, NOT QP any more. I just want to remove every single piece of memory about the two weeks we had practice together, that's might be the only thing I can do for you and for me.
AnHui, Chicago, 17th 2013 2:41am
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